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April 22, 2013
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18 (who?)
we're taught to drown our sorrows in
guilt and despair
to make ourselves feel like no one out there really cares
till we resurface, gasping, struggling for air

we're taught that depression's a sign of being weak
and when people self harm, it's just attention that they seek

and that when she's dead and gone and
buried in the ground
that oh, they should've saw it coming

and they tell you, blame yourself for everything that you've done
you messed up, so get up, your life's only begun
and when we keep blaming ourselves and the tears just still run
they look on like they're bored, like we're just old reruns

playing on the tv's for their entertainment
it's not like being happy's a hard to reach attainment
when we're stuck in this hollowed shell, this containment

of faces that we've known but never really seen,
when words flow out our mouths but without any real meaning

and when the days fly by and the second hand goes
around the clock, around the clock, right out the window

so when will they stop to turn an eye
to the millions of citizens trying to get by

in a world that doesn't care 'bout them, never has and never will
'cause when they kill themselves it's your conscience they really kill

and you'll ask yourself if they'd showing any signs of bending
when being suicidal isn't anything like bending
it's fucking breaking under the weight of this hole inside that's mending
and we don't even feel it widening 'till it's our heart it's rending

so i'll tell you where the fuck you went wrong,
it's society's fucking fault that she's buried in the ground,

so fuck your lies and your insults and your silly gender norms
to hell with conventions and embrace love in every form and

maybe one day we'll live without this storm
hanging over our heads, yeah, we need a real reform
so that people can be themselves without feeling the need to conform

so when you ask them why she did this, how could she, you loved her-
((this is why, this is what she had to endure))
meant to be read out loud. ((trying something new.))
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SacredSorrow Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2013  Student Writer
This is totes awesome, and I really like the meaning behind it.
FranticOtaku Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2013  Student General Artist
my god this is beautiful.
you know ur literature is the only literature i read from dA xD
you writing style is always so awesome and bootiful. 
SolarumNyx Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
what noooooo
FranticOtaku Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2013  Student General Artist
it's the truthhh :iconnoodleslovesitplz:
IT'S VERY BOOTIFUL. :iconbuttsplz:
SolarumNyx Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
no wheezes
FranticOtaku Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Student General Artist
yes *slaps*
admit it
SolarumNyx Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
FranticOtaku Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Student General Artist
thecrazymagnet Featured By Owner May 23, 2013   Writer
Really visceral and all too familiar. Amazing piece.
RoseScarlet Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Student Writer
no words. Besides these I mean.
Oh, and
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